21 days

A levels are over!!!! The last paper, H3, was rather depressing. The school was so completely empty, before and after the paper.

Day after Phy P1 MCQ, i was pretty pumped up to mug H3 like siao. Day before H3, I was very very stressed at not being able to finish on time. On the day itself, I was so irate and tired; the ppl who designed the syllabus seemed to live on an entirely different planet. We were using equations we've never seen before to derive another new equation, and in the syllabus guidelines, they say "Recall and use it to derive ". Recall!?!?!!? Like, crazy. I just felt like giving up. H3 H3 less worth than a H1 but so much more tougher.

Well in the end I still tried my best.

Now i can start throwing away all the stuff that i don't need. Gwah, i so hate Chem! 5 whole stacks of Chem notes, all attempts to achieve Chem enlightenment. When i threw them out, i was like, yay!!!! I released ~10^-11 J of gravitational potential energy!!!

At first I thought ending the A's wouldn't be much fun at all - still pretty much everyday life just like always. But it's different. Way different. Now i can do more of everything else!!! No more doing stuff and feeling regrets over neglecting work!!! No more guilty conscious!!! And i managed to get back to programming too! Programming felt like a chore, a really unproductive and meaningless chore during the mugging days. Now, I can just let my mind wander over the schematics of the programming API without worrying about forgetting some formulas or chemical equations in return.

Originally i thought of getting COD 4 to kick off celebrations, but after a while i thought it was really silly, i mean, unproductive game! Plus, the store had no more stocks left.

Well, i'm still gonna get it tomorrow anyways at Funan. (EDIT: Scrap that, 20 days and counting, it's not worth getting it) =P Battlefield 2142 is getting a bit repetitive. Running around the map securing control points, but what can 1 little infantry do against an army of APCs, tanks, gunships and mechs?? And being a commander got a bit tiring sometimes. People don't really listen to the commander. And worse still, it's pretty embarrassing when later on it becomes apparent that the commander isn't really that good, but he's commandering everyone around??!

21 days. Pretty rushed. And it makes me wonder why I'm learning Japanese when I'm probably going to forget all of it in 2 years. Halfway there though; i can pronounce Hiragana now; i just don't know what I'm pronouncing.

Konjiki no Gash Bell rocks!! Don't say it ain't.